And now, for a short story. I don't write short stories very often mainly because I'm not that great at them (I focus more on poetry), but I think this is one of my better efforts. See if you like it or not. If you think it could use improvement, e-mail me with constructive criticizm. Thank you. On with the story. Enjoy.

Pinball

My eyes shielded the night town lights that were penetrating the lids. My arm felt as if a thousand pin needles moved around as my nerves raced for room in my blood flow. My legs were scrunched in the back seat as voices from the front discussed our next destination: food. My stomach talked to me in it’s own little language. “Food!” It said, “Wake up and feed me.” My older brother, Brian, who was in the front of the car, asked me in his southern accent, if pizza would be all right at this time, which was 10 o’clock P.M. His voice was that comfort that I never minded waking up to. It had a long, comfortable sound that never betrayed its impression. When he had a different face, the tone of his voice changed. But this time, although I could tell he was tired, he acted as though everything was okay.

Even following the death of our Grandfather, Brian could look at the future with an indestructible charge of emotion. He held close the best parts of his past as he kicked dirt in his not-so-fond-memories. When I saw my grandfather, dead, with his cold, emaciated body and his head set at a 30-degree angle on a fluffy pillow in the coffin, my tears nearly escaped. My Mother, who was ahead of me, didn’t cry right away. She whispered that she felt comfort in seeing him one last time, even with his head lying above the coffin as if he could turn it to the side and just look at us. But he didn’t do that because his soul is left forever in the cold dark mist. With that, her tears escaped, but I then looked at Brian, and I saw that he had that same respectfully friendly expression, which always gave me a familiar blanket for me to grab on to. Everything was going to be all right. With that, my tears stayed where they belonged and I felt strangely content.

We pulled into a huge parking lot where, apparently, a pizza place was open. My navy blue sweatshirt didn’t keep a chill from running up my back. I pulled my long, tangled hair out of my face as I stumbled out of the car. We filed into the pizza place where the light inside blinded my eyes. I still was not fully awake. I was aware that towards the door it there was arbors thickly decorated with plastic grapevines, for the feeling of being in Italy. Although it reminded me of many tales set in Italy where the scenes took place in many beautiful Italian gardens, the fakeness of the vines did not make me feel like I was in an Italian garden.

We went to the back of the room to order our pizza. When Mom asked me what kind I wanted I blankly answered “cheese,” without force or awareness. It had long ago been set in stone that I rarely had toppings on my pizza ever since I got sick from pepperoni. I do not like vegetables, and sausage is too filling. I started to gain weight again so I didn’t need extra fat. Cheese is good anyway. It’s perfect with just the right amount of it and tomato sauce. While my Mother ordered the pizza, a small teenager girl with long curly hair rotting in loads of sticky gel took the order. I also noticed that her eyes were red from the brown liquid eyeliner that she piled on so close to her eye that some of it leaked in. It made my eyes itch just to look at the broken fakeness of her self. She called to one of the guys in back to make the pizza. He seemed rather normal and honest as he, in good humor, started to make it. Then, from the kitchen behind the wall jumped a monster. He was tall and overweight. His waist hung out of his pants as his chin was hidden and his elbows had a funny twist within the skin. His skin was hidden in sweat and grease, both, which had the stale stench that I could smell from where I was standing. His voiced pierced my nerves in the way he laughed. It caused friction to my aching head with every loud, dominating sound he made. The jokes he made bounced off the metal oven and hit me hard in the forehead as I weakly acted like I was used to it. Actually, nobody noticed my attempts to act because they could see that I was too tired anyway, so it didn’t really matter. My nose then crinkled at the sight and my stomach talked to me. It said, “Don’t look at him or I’ll twist. I really need food. Just don’t look at him.”

We chose a somewhat clean and less greasy table near the desk where we ordered food and sat down. I sat next to Brian for the emotional security, which he rarely provided because he lives so far away. Brian and I both looked to the side of the room and noticed the mini arcade. We looked at each other and knew exactly what we were thinking. I was fully awake now. It was time for me to challenge him to a game of pinball. Brian and I were just like seven year old kids begging our Mom for money which we could get change from. Mom gave us each three bucks and we got change from the change machine. The friendly noise of quarters was so loud and bright, but it brought some comfort to my shaken body. I was still tired and my navy blue sweatshirt still did not keep the chill from running up my back, but the fun expression on the face of my brother did. I felt warm as I inserted the quarters into the Star Wars Pinball game. Brian and I took turns on the pinball machine. Brian was just a little bit ahead of me in score when it was my turn for the last ball. I knew I could beat him this time. I was so close when out of the corner of my eye; I saw the grease monster stuff him self into the Sega Driving machine and shout as he played. My stomach twisted, my eyes closed, and I missed the ball as it went down into the pit. I lost the pinball game and once again, I felt that chill in my back.

Again, I found comfort in Brian’s voice as he laughed his little victory off. To him it was nothing. I guess it was nothing to me either. We sat and had huge slices of pizza. Both the grease monster and the pinball game were taken off my mind as I indulged into the glory of salty cheese, sauce, and pizza grease. I was sleeping again and I wasn’t about to be woken up to the disgusting depths of reality. I just dreamed about being in a beautiful Italian garden, sleeping under an arbor of real grapevines.


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